Congratulations?

WE ARE NOT PREGNANT OMG....CALM YOURSELVES! 


We went to the urgent care to verify the fact that we were pregnant.
We walked in, and it was nerve wracking actually being told we were pregnant.

Of course I walked in there and didn't have to pee.
Finally they got the sample
and then the wait happened all over again.

I don't know if it was actually hearing from a medical professional that we were indeed expecting.
Or the fact that it was I was still in denial and wasn't ready for all that was about to come.

I can tell you everything about that moment.
The outfit I was wearing
The things I started crying over
and her face when she said
"You are pregnant.....congratulations?"

I was somewhat offended
But at the same time its kind of how I felt too.
Yes I know were this young couple
James looking like he just rolled out of bed
and me with this bright red hair and scratched eye
We looked a hot damn mess
But we were ready
and started to wrap our head around the idea.

Of course as soon as she confirmed it
 I looked over at James
 and he was beaming
I had honestly never seen him happier.

"You at this point are about 4 weeks along and due around thanksgiving"

It was real
There was an ETA for little Buchanan
This was actually happening.

I haven't been able to wear that outfit
weird I know...
but today was the first time I pulled it out...
and almost wore it.