New Year

I laughed, I smiled and for the first time in a long time I had...fun...
For a moment I was happy.
And then it all came out...
Alot of pent up thoughts and feelings.
Mainly guilt for having fun without Bug being here, but at the end of the day I was surrounded by nothing but love and understanding.
I honestly couldn't have spent the first few moments of the New Year with better people.