The Hospital

James and I had to go back there

Needless to say leaving the drs office was a slew of emotions. 

There was no parking and I kinda was glad I thought we might not have to go in. 

I freaked out and James had started the car for us to leave 

But he finally calmed me down and we went in. 

I was hoping it would be a quick in an out 

Not see any pregnant women 

Or babies 

But it wasn't 

I had to go back into the same room they checked me in at that day

I had to be asked the same million questions I was asked that morning 

And I just didn't want to do it.
I started crying and probly looked crazy like I always do
and James finally got the hint and answered all the questions they were asking...
Its not like he didnt know the answers
but we got through it...
Im so glad thats over for now...

A friend said "You're gonna have to go back there when you are pregnant right?"
And yes I will...
but Im hoping its different.