Another one of "those" days

Its another one of those days...
where I cant get away from babies
the talk of babies
the seeing of babies
or anything babies
and
I
want
to
scream.

Most days Im "ok" and am able to control it...but today is just not one of those days....

Not only have there been multiple break downs today at the house
there was one at the Nex
another on the way home
and another as I am sitting here writing this...

I just dont fucking get it anymore
I really dont.
And trying to understand it or explain it
is another battle I dont even want to try to fight anymore.