National Sibling Day

Just another day to remind me that I don't have my son.

And Carter doesn't have his big brother.

With everyone posting pictures of their kids with siblings, it was just another day to not be on Facebook...and there are a lot of those.

The one time I did actually scroll through Facebook today this picture popped up.

Big Hero 6 was the movie I saw on Bug's first anniversary.
Movies were a safe place for me, yes I got out of the house, but I could sit there in the dark and no one would see me.
I didn't have to interact, since everyone was focused in something else. 

We unknowingly went thinking it was a movie about this robot and the boy that created it and man, were we wrong. Even in reading the overview, it said nothing about the big brother dying....

I was bawling in the theatre, and so not ready for the plot line, especially on that day and being 8½ months pregnant.

I still can't watch that movie without crying, but of course, Carter loves it and always asks to watch it on "those days" 

Someday I'll explain it to him...

Just not today...

Here's to you big brother Bug. 

Balalalalalala