Today is always a hard day.

I think every mother to be remembers the exact day they found out they were pregnant for the first time, and every time.

So today is always a hard day.

If you've followed our journey, you know that four years ago today we found out we were pregnant.
It was a day that forever changed our lives.
It was terrifying and exciting all at the same time.

My pregnancy was not easy, I was miserable the entire time...

But I would do it all over again...and I did.

I just wish we would have had our baby.