1449 Central Dr

We are officially no longer the tenants of 1449 Central Dr.

And I'm kinda shocked it hit me as hard as it did. 

Walking in and seeing the house empty, reminded me of walking in there September of  2013 and being pregnant with Bug. 

We walked around there planning how the house was gonna look, how his room was going to be, and all the memories we were going to have made there with our first son. 

Here I am, at the end of our time here, with one son, not two, and with Carter. Not Bug.

Don't get me wrong I love Carter, but it was supposed to be different. 

We should be a family of 4. 

I should be wrangling two toddlers on this international adventure. 

All of our paperwork should be a family of 4.

To most people its not a big deal, but its just been a painful reminder for the past few months that Bug isn't here.