Monday, March 14, 2016

2 years 4 months

851 days
20,424 hours 
1,225,440 minutes
73,526,400 seconds 
since I lost my son.

I cant say that things are getting easier
This time of year 
I'm reminded of us finding out we were pregnant later this month
and announcing in April.
These few months are just as hard as the end of the year with November being a bad month.
Its like its the beginning of the pregnancy plays all over again
and I sit here and wonder if I hadnt done this or that would he be here
Is it something that I did in the beginning of the pregnancy that would have changed the outcome...
People think that the worst day is the day that you lost them...
bot honestly its every day since then since you play every little thing over in your mind.....



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