Today is your day

40 weeks of growing you was to come to the happiest of days today by welcoming you into the world. 

I can only hope you passed peacefully and got the warmest and biggest of welcomes when you arrived.

I love you Bug, and wish more then anything that you were here, that we could enjoy your pouty lips, 10 perfect little fingers and toes, and that head full of curly black hair.

But that is not our reality. 

None the less, we still love you, will always love you, and miss you madly. I hope you are happy, safe and sound. 

I love you. 

I love you. 

I love you. 

There are no happy endings.

Endings are the saddest part, 

So just give me a happy middle

And a very happy start.

Shel Silverstein