2am

2am was my morning snack time 

It was like clockwork

I would be awake around 1 

Hungry but not starving 

By 2am I was pretty sure I could eat a horse. 

It was always the same snack too... I'm a creature of habit 

One Greek yogurt and a banana or grapes 

I used to love my morning feedings. 

The yogurt was cold so he'd kick and squirm. 

I'd talk to him like really...was that necessary

Then he would snuggle back up and pretty soon we would both be asleep again 

My body (and stomach) keep me in that awkward pattern. 

I really wish some of these things would stop...

I just want to sleep.