Bugs Star

A star package from the international star registry was given to us in honor of Bug a few months back. 

We still don't know who donated it but we love it none the less. 

A friend of mine went with me to get it framed and I've had it, nicely wrapped, in the spare bedroom since. 

I didn't know how I would feel about it finally having it hung and displayed in the house, but James finally put it up on Sunday. 

I can't say the feeling that came over me once it was hung was closure 

I don't think I will ever have that 

but maybe that of acceptance? 

Of course it was tearful.  

My heart felt heavy. 

I would much rather be hanging up his pictures, not a memorial star. 

But it's there, right when you come in the house 

for everyone to see

and it feels like we have a little piece of him there with us always 

🐛⭐️💔