and I wanted lotion.
I didn't even realize what I was reaching for
until a glob of it was pumped out into my hand
The smell overwhelmed my nostrils
And the tears took over my eyes and face.
A glob of lotion put me in that place.
Where I was newly pregnant terrified of getting stretch marks and rubbing that shit on me any chance I got.
I was so neauseous and every smell got to me but no matter how sick I was I would put that lotion on.
I slowly started using more and more of it as he grew, making sure every bit of my belly was covered....
just as I did that morning....
The last morning I used that lotion.
That smell used to make me happy.
But now I feel as if my skin is burning and want nothing more then to shower and get it off of me.
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