Thanksgiving

Thanksgiving is the hardest of all holidays, since we expected to have you that day in 2013.
Yet you came two weeks earlier, and we didn't get to bring you home.
I find it ridiculous that on social media people write the I'm so thankful posts.
We hear you complain the rest of the year but you take the one day to act like all is good. We get it.
But I'm not about to sit here and say I'm thankful.
Don't get me wrong.
I have a roof over my head, a bed to sleep in, food in my belly and my family.
But its not the same.
And it never will be.
Yes we have Carter.
But it doesn't make any of this better.
I still only had one baby at my dinner table yesterday.
And every other day.