Slacking

I realize in the past few weeks 
my post have been few and far between. 
Between  full time work and daily life
I find myself super busy.

However I have found a "happy place" in my new job
full of coworkers I like seeing on a day to day basis 
and who understand if I'm just not having it that day.

I had started a new diet in April 
and am rather proud of myself for sticking to it
and loving the results support and changes thus far.

Just because life still goes on
does not mean that I don't think about him
and it doesn't hurt
or make me feel guilty.

There are daily reminders that just 
hit the right spot in your stomach 
where your heart sinks 
and you are holding back tears.

People are still getting pregnant left and right
It still stings when you hear it or see it
but its getting better
Since its not a fresh wound anymore... 

But "it", 
whatever "it" is
is getting "better"

I have to remind myself that I can't take on tomorrow when today isn't even finished yet.