Six Months

25 weeks

181 days

4344 hours

260,640 minutes

15,638,400 seconds 

and not a second goes by that I dont think about my Bug. 

This was an extremely painful month with Mothers Day and other friends announcing pregnancies 

and to think that I was supposed to have a now 6 month old baby boy. 

I know its repetitive and probably tiresome to hear

but its the truth. 

There isnt a moment that goes by that you dont think about the child that you just lost.

It is getting easier: a little

I have more things distracting me on a day to day basis.

But once I get home for work 

there is nothing but time alone

to think.

and want

and wish....