Easter

It took everything for me not to buy 

a cute little three piece suit the other day

or a blue basket to fill full of candy I know James would eat and baby toys for Bug. 

I again won't have the pictures on the frodge of the creepy Easter bunny and my son, or him and James in cheesy matching Easter outfits.  

And it just so happens that two holidays are back to back and I'm not ready of either today being Easter or tomorrow being mine and James birthday.  

I just want it to be Tuesday already. 

I just want the days to not hurt as much 

and to go back to when holidays weren't such a big deal... 

I'm pretty sure that won't ever happen.