This is not the cha cha

These sleepless nights are tourture. 

My mind is racing with a million thoughts

My heart is going through a million emotions 

And my eyes crying it's fair share of tears...

There are days where I feel like I'm actually getting "better" as if I could tell you what "better" is

and then nights like these make me feel like I'm taking so many steps back. 

There's a saying 

Well this,my friends, is a terrible terrible dance that feels like it's never going to end...