Oh? So you're pregnant?!

My reaction to people announcing has changed drastically... 

I used to be the person super excited about it and anxiously wondering what they were having

Now it's a are you fucking kidding me?! 

I know it's a terrible thing but I can't help it

I didn't think we were ready but we were more then able to provide for a baby...

James and I had and have a stable relationship and were more then excited after the initial freak out. 

We had and still have a stable living situation 

We immediately started him his own baby savings account the week we found out we were pregnant and are still putting money into it. 

We have healthcare and everything was covered. 

We bought him everything he could have possibly needed and more.

We were so ready it was disgusting. 

Then I find out people not in stable relationships 

Drinking till they were 12 weeks along

Smoking or doing drugs 

Living questionable lifestyles 

Not having a place to live or anything for their babies 

Having 

Perfectly 

Healthy 

Babies

I am in no way shape or form saying were better then anyone else but it makes me ask myself over and over again what did we do wrong to have this happen to us?!