10 Months

43 weeks

304 days

7296 hours

437760 minutes

26,265,600 seconds 

As I've said before 

it feels as if it just happened yesterday. 

Other people are hitting mile stones with their babies

and it just stings...

I live in a military town 

and there are pregnant people everywhere. 

3 or more people in James division are pregnant

and someone else just had twins...

I should be planning his first Halloween costume.

Maybe making it match with the dogs or James and I 

We would be planning our first trip to the pumpkin patch. 

And it sucks

because we aren't.

These are just a handful of the things that I think about on a daily basis....

that just seem to be exaggerated on the 14th of every month...

Its not going to get easier

The upcoming months are going to be worse...

I just dont know how Im going to handle it.